Chelsea continued to gaze up through the gate that governed the little nook nestled on Grove Street. They had only been standing there for about ten or fifteen minutes basking in the glorious silence and the hum of the city thriving all around them. Chelsea felt as though they were in their own little bubble suspended in time and perhaps, space. The minutes they spent there stoically observing and reverently contemplating a kind of new found presence with each other felt like small little lifetimes marked with poignant anniversaries and celebratory memories. Introductions and synchronistic meetings, birthdays, pregnancies, motherhood, marriages, illnesses, births and deaths rolled up into a mound of sensitivities and quiet observances. The feelings welled up inside of her from an unknown place revealing the person standing next to her on the street. An artist. A talented painter with no idea how gifted she was. A warm body whose glow seemed effervescent and all encompassing. Chelsea’s analytical mind tried in vain to logically explain away the intensity. Perhaps she was projecting her hopes and wishes onto the most convenient person. Maybe her unquenchable drive to uncover the past had bled into the now and colored everything rosy. If she let her mind take control she might actively be able to control the rush and the butterflies. After all she didn’t really know Ashley. She interviewed her once and just because she had a notepad full of facts and dates and opinions about art did not mean that she ‘knew’ this woman. Lovers seem to know what their partner’s taste in food is, or what their fashion sense might be or the core of their moral fiber and system of values. This is what cements two people together. Was she a recreational drug user? Probably not, but how could she know. How was she in past relationships and what baggage is she carrying around, she thought? The questions and concerns that swam through Chelsea’s head had no real bearing on what was happening at the moment: Two human beings sharing a profound moment that included emotional memories from a past life and possibly embarking on some sort of relationship in the present. What type, she did not know. But the attraction was there and could not be denied. And though she was eager to do more research on Mr. Rhys she found his essence, his soul only an arm’s length away. She slipped her arm though Ashley’s and the feeling was constant and ebullient. Ashley’s face flushed and she threaded her fingers with Chelsea’s. It was so familiar it was uncanny. Chelsea had felt that sensation before with the same exquisite awareness. And even though she had no reference in her current life the feeling was palpable.
“Are you tired?” Chelsea asked quietly.
“No, no. Not at all. As a matter of fact I am wide awake.” Ashley replied and Chelsea could feel her hand tremble for a moment.
“Care to keep strolling?” Chelsea inquired.
“I’ll walk all night.” Ashley said and she sort of giggled. “No point in sleeping now.” She added.
“I don’t want to keep you up if you need to get home.” Chelsea said. And they stopped for a moment.
“I don’t need to be anywhere except here.” Ashley said and her gaze was intense and her eyes penetrating. They began to amble back uptown on Seventh Avenue noticing the various eateries and galleries and small theatres along the way. Chelsea often wondered why she chose midtown to live. She always felt it the center of where she must be. Perhaps it could be chocked up to some vague recollection of home. Even when she was younger, a teenager she knew she would move to New York and she knew she would live close to the crossroads of the world. She even went so far as to buy a street map of Manhattan and pick out the actual street and possible address. Her mother thought she was being silly and that the daydream would pass but it only grew stronger with time as she orbited ever closer to her destiny. She had chosen Thirty Eighth Street between eighth and ninth. It was a no man’s land and she felt like a settler amid the drug-addicts, musicians and actors that populated the area. She liked the rustic urban feel. It was gritty and real and quite possibly the remnant of a past New York slowly dying to the corporate invasion of Disney in Times Square. Soon the yuppies would arrive and gentrify the area. That was okay with Chelsea. She was always out and about never spending a lot of time in her place and the disappearance of the peep shows, titty bars and adult movie theatres were a welcomed change.
They climbed the fourth floor walk-up through a dingy hallway.
“I know it looks bad here in the hallway, but it’s safe. I know my neighbors.” Chelsea said and she realized that their hands were still intertwined as they moved through the corridor. Ashley didn’t want to let go.
“Um. Keys.” Chelsea said sweetly and she disengaged her fingers from Ashley who grew a bit self-conscious and put her hands in her pockets. They walked inside and the place was small but cute. It was decorated in muted tones: white, off-white, beige, tans and grays. The cupboards were old and made of pine with an oak veneer made popular during the seventies. Chelsea didn’t own the place so she made do with the cupboards. It was neat and utilitarian with a few stacks of magazines dotting the floor and filing cabinets. She had a double futon on an ergonomic frame. It was a place to crash and not conducive to lounging.
“I have some cookies---“ Chelsea offered.
“No thanks.” Ashley replied as she sat down on the generic looking couch. It had a tan colored canvas covering.
“Used to have a cat….Hence the covering.” Chelsea said and she set the kettle on the stove for tea. There were tatami mats and one repro oriental rug in the middle of the room. It was really a studio apartment with a bathroom and walk-in closet off to one side. One window looked out onto the street and the other opened to the shaft between the buildings. Chelsea went to a pile of papers on her Ikea desk and pulled out a few notes. She sat down next to Ashley on the couch and handed her the photocopied image of the tintype she discovered at the Public Library. Ashley took it and she gazed at it for some time.
“That’s Mr. Rhys.” Chelsea added.
“He looks…like he could be a relative of mine.” Ashley said slowly taking in his features.
“I know!” Chelsea said and her agreement revealed a growing attraction.
“We’re definitely from the same gene pool.” Ashley laughed.
“Definitely.” Chelsea said and the room grew quiet and the closeness they shared seemed to simmer in the midst of some unknown.
“He died of the Spanish Flu on September 11th 1918.” Chelsea added breaking the chemistry a bit. Then she got up and opened the window to let in the evening breeze.
“I wonder where he’s buried.” Ashley said still gazing at his picture.
“Me too. I think I’ll try researching Green-wood.” Chelsea said. “That’s what the archivist told me.”
“Green-wood isn’t that far from my studio.” Ashley replied. “Why don’t you come out and see some of the new paintings?”
“I’d love to---when?” Chelsea exclaimed and her fervor was apparent.
“Tomorrow?” Ashley said without consulting her calendar.
“Tomorrow? Um, I have a meeting with the editor tomorrow. And I have to prepare for it.” Chelsea said deflated.
“How about the day after?” Ashley offered cheerfully.
“Sure. Let me call you to confirm, though.” Chelsea added.
“Well, thank you so much for dinner. I really enjoyed myself.” Ashley said getting up.
“You’re going to get a cab, right?” Chelsea asked.
“Sure.”
“You can take that with you if you like.” Chelsea said. Ashley folded the image carefully and stuck it in her small purse.
“Thank you---.” She said.
“I’ll walk you down and make sure you get a cab.” Chelsea stated and she threaded her fingers through Ashley’s again as they ambled down the stairs and spilled out onto the street below. As the cars whizzed by Ashley put her two fingers in her mouth and blew a piercing whistle.
“Ya can’t take the country out of the girl” She laughed as a yellow cab pulled up. Just as she opened the door Chelsea stepped in and for a moment it seemed as though a kiss was imminent. Ashley even leaned in and just at the last second it turned into the cosmopolitan cheek kiss of which Ashley had to grow accustomed to when she moved to the city.
“I’ll call you.” Chelsea said as the car began to pull away and Ashley watched her through the back window as Chelsea remained staring down the street at the disappearing car.
William Penn was thirty-eight when he left his native England for the new colonies across the Atlantic. They had spent months at sea making the crossing and although they had spotted land several days before they knew that the Dutch territory of New Amsterdam would be hostile to the boatload of Quakers arriving on American soil. So they skimmed the coastline until they found the mouth of the Delaware River. The King had granted William Penn 45,000 square miles of land set aside for Quaker resettlement. If England and Ireland could rid itself of these Quakers with their progressive and heretical views then everyone would prosper. Earlier settlers of the group had already bought west Jersey and set up their own colony. This land grant and charter made Penn the largest private non-royal land owner in the new world. With the agreement of Lord Baltimore the expansive real-estate began just below Jersey and just above Maryland. Penn along with his shipmates stood on deck observing the Delaware shore. The sun was fast setting and they would spend another night aboard. The captain extended his telescopic lens for closer inspection of the terrain. As the gentle motion of the sea undulated beneath them Unega with her stark white hair appeared through the glass. Behind her the wise and majestic visage of Tamanend and his tribe.
“Aboriginals, sir.” The captain said.
“Hostile?” Penn inquired.
Just then Unega lifted her arm with the saffron scarf as if to welcome the visitors.
“It looks as though…a signal…of sorts.” The captain answered.
“What kind of signal?”
“A wise woman. She’s waving a yellow scarf.” The captain answered perplexed.
“Quickly! Set a light!” Penn said excitedly. “We must assure them that we come in peace and modesty.”
“You there! Climb to the crow’s nest and set a light.” The captain ordered. Two deck hands scurried below for lanterns and oil. Another two were a few feet up the mast awaiting the glow. Penn watched the men as they deftly climbed the wooden poles way up high. He watched with childlike excitement as the lights flashed and the Indians continued to wave their colors. Later he went below decks and after the evening meal took a moment to write down his thoughts for the day in his diary: “It is a clear and just thing, and my God who has given it me through many difficulties, will, I believe, bless and make it the seed of a nation.”
Richard felt better with each passing hour. Victoria had found a few onions in the back of a bin in the pantry. They were old but they still had their flavor. She boiled them down and though it almost drove Richard to gag he drank the broth and ate the remnants. The house was filled with the pungent odor of the cooked bulbs. As he lay there in his sick bed he wondered if the roads were being cleared. Would anyone come to the house today? Most likely not since the manor was situated on farmland and people were aware that it was a seasonal abode. The only people who knew they were there were Mrs. Hopkins and Mr. Watkins. He wondered how they fared through the storm? Were they trying to make their way to the manor house? Were the trains running? He propped himself up and even though he was still weak he felt restless. Victoria had ventured outside again to fetch more wood for the fire. The pile was dwindling and Richard knew they would either have to find their way back to the city somehow or start burning furniture. He wondered how high the drifts were and if the howling winds had shifted them. He got up with some difficulty and pulled on his trousers. He could not afford to catch another chill so he reached for his wool coat and draped it over him. Michelangelo whinnied loudly as if to reprimand Richard for moving. He felt as though the horse was in cahoots with Victoria and that the animal would tell on him.
“Shhhh!” Richard exclaimed. But Michelangelo whinnied even louder. So Richard ambled across the hallway and into the grand parlor. He drew back the great velvet curtain and was almost blinded by the crisp white snow glistening in the sun. The drifts that formed were otherworldly. He almost felt as though he were living on another planet. He blew on his hands to keep them warm and then shoved them into his pockets. There was something in one of the pockets. Perplexed he drew out a small calling card. Written across it was the name “Chelsea Barrett”. Underneath in a strong fine print were the words, “Freelance writer”. An address at the lower right read: 356 West Thirty-Eight Street Apt. #4F, New York, New York. Then on the lower left were a series of letters and symbols all run together that did not make any sense. Cbarrett27@mindspring.com Underneath were a series of numbers and dashes that looked like some kind of code. He could not remember where the card came from and how it got into his pocket but he could definitely remember seeing Chelsea in the Library. But it was Victoria. He was utterly confused. Something had actually happened that he could not fully comprehend.
“What are you doing out of bed?” Victoria asked with a hint of anger. She moved to him and took his arm. “Are you trying to tempt fate? You’ll catch another chill if you don’t rest and keep yourself warm.” She reprimanded as she began to lead him back into the small parlor.
“Do you know a Chelsea?” He asked.
“No, no, I don’t know Chelsea.” She said shaking off the question and determined to nurse him fully back to health. “Now take those wool clothes off and I’ll hang them by the fire. He undressed handing his coat to her and as he slipped off his trousers she saw him as a vulnerable naked boy lost in his confusing thoughts. The sight of him made her warm but she knew better than to lose her head. She covered him with several quilts and stoked the fire.
“What if we have a girl?” He asked softly. He was still wearing a bewildered look on his face.
“Do you want a girl?” She replied.
“I want our baby whatever it is.” He said softly. “What I meant is what name do you fancy for a girl?”
“I hadn’t thought about it.” She said and the quiet settled down on them like a soft downy blanket.
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